A day in a life of Taz

Okay so............... last night i slept at 11:30 p.m. and......... i think last night i didn't pray first because i had a bad dream. And it's very absurd k. This morning, i had woken up from my sleep, getting slightly annoyed because the lamp was turned on. someone must be had entered my room. so i turned it off and got back to my sleep. and then i imagined something about oppars and then....... i think i got to my slumber again after that. and there it was. i had a very strange dream. i think i was kissing with someone in my dream =_= but then i saw a scar on my left hand, and that scar was belly-button shaped. eeeeeeeeew sdkjbfvsdkjvbdsk TT__________TT and then........... some worms got out from that scar and walked all over my hand and when i tried to withdraw them from my skin, they left some scar (again), so.... these worms were some kind of.......leech? EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW I HATE STICKY-MUSHY ANIMAL LIKE THEM TT_________TT

Can you feel it? do you actually feel the same feeling as me? do you actually feel that we are slowly drifting apart............. We are bestfriends. i always trust you. and i thought i'd never had such a good friend other than you. but now, it's slowly changing. i don't know if it's just me, or you these days prefer being friends with other people and your new friends. okay, i admit it. i am jealous. because usually we always cling to each other, and i can always be open to you. but now............. i don't feel them anymore. you used to be my bestest friend ever, that we always talk about everything randomly and at anytime. ...............i don't know what else to say, but.......... trust me, i'm not that kind of person who easily gets close and be open to other person. i don't know if someday you will regret it or not, because........... we might be separated anytime soon.

Why? I don't like people who forget their old friends once they get new friends. Even though myself feels like i often do it, i know i'm very selfish. BUT, i don't forget. it's just........... i don't get along well anymore with my old friends. and not just some old friends. If they still want to do contacts with me, i'm sure i won't forget (not literally) her/him. so........... to the point. ......though it's not because of me she/he got new friends, i still feel irritated if he/she gets close with his/her new friends who are my friends too. don't know why. i'm selfish, rite?

14. this date is really crucial in South Korea. Facts: February 14th: Valentine's Day. yeah, everyone know this day. On this day, girls would give chocolate to the boys they like/love. March 14th: White Day. White Day is also observed in South Korea with the men paying back women who have given them chocolate on Valentine's Day with usually candy instead of chocolate, with an additional later Black Day observed for those sharing singleness. source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_Day April 14th: Black Day Black Day (April 14) is a South Korean informal tradition for single people to get together and eat jajangmyeon (noodles with black bean sauce); sometimes a white sauce is mixed for those who did not celebrate White Day. The idea is that those who did not give or receive gifts on Valentine's Day (February 14) or White Day (March 14) can get together and eat jajangmyeon, white Korean noodles with black bean sauce, to celebrate their singledom. source...

May 14th of 2012, dear bloggie, Gonna post in bahasa. got tired of blogging with English. lmao. jk. Hari ini, pas berangkat ke sekolah saya: SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang, seperti biasa, tiap hari saya naik motor, nah pas jalan, saya ngerasa kok rasanya motornya goyang ya............. dan sayapun langsung tahu bahwa ban belakangnya itu kempes. Dan saya pun mulai mikir, `gimana kalau pompa ban dulu...`, tetapi waktu berkata tidak. lololol kalau saya berhenti buat pompa ban pasti telat sampai sekolah. Jadi akhirnya saya pun terus jalan sampai akhirnya sampai di sekolah....... selama diperjalanan, saya benar-benar hati-hati. pakai `benar-benar` loh. tapi tetep aja ngebut sih HAHAHA dan pas pulang sekolah, tadinya rencana mau pompa ban dianterin Fitri, tapi ternyata, ban saya itu bukan sekedar kempes, tapi pecah. Alhasil dengan berbaik hati Arka sama Aldy bantuin bawa motor saya ke bengkel :') makasih banget ya kalian semua <3 dan kerennya lagi adalah, pas saya jemput motor say...

..........Firstly, please tell me, HOW COULD BOYS TEND TO KILL GIRLS JUST BY WEARING A SIMPLE TUXEDO? JUST BY STYLING THEIR HAIR? JUST BY A SIMPLE SMILE AND WINK? omg this is a totally fangirls' opinion. if you're not a fangirl, then you won't ever feel this awkward feeling. and these boys aren't just `boys`, they're celebrities, OUR OPPARS. and i'm telling this, specifically, EXO-K n_________n stanning EXO-K is........ somewhat a guilty pleasure :/ you'll get a dirty mind everytime you see them. LOL it's because they're hot as hell. source: as tagged omg omg omg like seriously how are these 6 precious boys be a human in anyway uda kyungsoo, are u hooman? UDA BECKY WATER U DOIN' HERE. GO TO OUR ROOM. NAOOOO u r too handsome uda suho. the only virus i've ever loved. PARK CHANYEOL ;_; hi uda sehun. take me to paradise? n___n DAHELL kkamjong. DAHELL.

Careless, careless. Shoot anonymous, anonymous. Heartless, mindless. No one. who care about me? It feels like I’m turning away as I have lost it There’s no choice but to hold it in Though I shut my eyes MAMA! Now answer me and tell me why people have changed Has there even been a beautiful time before? They forgot how to love and lost their heart to care They’re busy living with their backs turned on each other Envy, you’re filled with the desire to kill behind an anonymous mass Even after seeing it you’re filled with hunger Are you happy now? Why won’t we look each other in the eye anymore? Why won’t we communicate? Why won’t we love? We shed tears at the painful reality once again Please say that we could change things if we wanted, mama mama At some point, we have voluntarily trapped ourselves in a smart prison 0 & 1 were used to create a digit for my personality There’s no life, emotion or warmth but just garbage language A desolatel...