A day in a life of Taz

Hello guise. I've received my school report book this morning at SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang~ And guess what.............. ranking gue tetap 20. KECE BADAI!!!! Padahal gue udah galau seminggu gara-gara mikirin kemungkinan gue ranking terakhir, atau bahkan lebih parah lagi, gak naik kelas. HUWE AMIT AMIT JABANG BAYI YA ALLAH. Alhamdulillah nilai banyak yang naik (tapi ini pasti nilai akumulasi ditambah nilai ++. jeger.) tapi ada juga yang turun............. ha ha h a a a. Dan kemarin malam gue nazar, kalau gue gak ranking terakhir, gue mau pelajarin buku kimia kelas 10. HAHAHA ADUH PAYAH NIH KENAPA GUE GAK MIKIRIN NAZAR YANG LEBIH ENAK AJA KEMARIN. #plak

Hi people. what do you really think about the definition of examination/test and the purpose of it? Sure we all know, to see how far is our knowledge about some particular subjects. and all this time i had been growing up in a good surrounding, -always be cough fair cough - but now, especially in this 11th grade, i don't feel it at all. like seriously, what's the point in getting good grades but in reality you know almost  nothing ? well it's not like i'm jealous because my grades are lower than yours or something, because even though it is, i still think that you suck and i'm better because i'm not like you. of course yes, you don't want it if your parents see your bad grades, everyone does. but can't you just think even just a little bit for your future or else? nu-uh. see, i have this one friend, and i know that he doesn't have good grades. but this one friend always try his best in exams, he doesn't cheat even once. event though...

Okay so............... last night i slept at 11:30 p.m. and......... i think last night i didn't pray first because i had a bad dream. And it's very absurd k. This morning, i had woken up from my sleep, getting slightly annoyed because the lamp was turned on. someone must be had entered my room. so i turned it off and got back to my sleep. and then i imagined something about oppars and then....... i think i got to my slumber again after that. and there it was. i had a very strange dream. i think i was kissing with someone in my dream =_= but then i saw a scar on my left hand, and that scar was belly-button shaped. eeeeeeeeew sdkjbfvsdkjvbdsk TT__________TT and then........... some worms got out from that scar and walked all over my hand and when i tried to withdraw them from my skin, they left some scar (again), so.... these worms were some kind of.......leech? EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW I HATE STICKY-MUSHY ANIMAL LIKE THEM TT_________TT

Can you feel it? do you actually feel the same feeling as me? do you actually feel that we are slowly drifting apart............. We are bestfriends. i always trust you. and i thought i'd never had such a good friend other than you. but now, it's slowly changing. i don't know if it's just me, or you these days prefer being friends with other people and your new friends. okay, i admit it. i am jealous. because usually we always cling to each other, and i can always be open to you. but now............. i don't feel them anymore. you used to be my bestest friend ever, that we always talk about everything randomly and at anytime. ...............i don't know what else to say, but.......... trust me, i'm not that kind of person who easily gets close and be open to other person. i don't know if someday you will regret it or not, because........... we might be separated anytime soon.

Why? I don't like people who forget their old friends once they get new friends. Even though myself feels like i often do it, i know i'm very selfish. BUT, i don't forget. it's just........... i don't get along well anymore with my old friends. and not just some old friends. If they still want to do contacts with me, i'm sure i won't forget (not literally) her/him. so........... to the point. ......though it's not because of me she/he got new friends, i still feel irritated if he/she gets close with his/her new friends who are my friends too. don't know why. i'm selfish, rite?

14. this date is really crucial in South Korea. Facts: February 14th: Valentine's Day. yeah, everyone know this day. On this day, girls would give chocolate to the boys they like/love. March 14th: White Day. White Day is also observed in South Korea with the men paying back women who have given them chocolate on Valentine's Day with usually candy instead of chocolate, with an additional later Black Day observed for those sharing singleness. source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_Day April 14th: Black Day Black Day (April 14) is a South Korean informal tradition for single people to get together and eat jajangmyeon (noodles with black bean sauce); sometimes a white sauce is mixed for those who did not celebrate White Day. The idea is that those who did not give or receive gifts on Valentine's Day (February 14) or White Day (March 14) can get together and eat jajangmyeon, white Korean noodles with black bean sauce, to celebrate their singledom. source...

May 14th of 2012, dear bloggie, Gonna post in bahasa. got tired of blogging with English. lmao. jk. Hari ini, pas berangkat ke sekolah saya: SMA Negeri 8 Tangerang, seperti biasa, tiap hari saya naik motor, nah pas jalan, saya ngerasa kok rasanya motornya goyang ya............. dan sayapun langsung tahu bahwa ban belakangnya itu kempes. Dan saya pun mulai mikir, `gimana kalau pompa ban dulu...`, tetapi waktu berkata tidak. lololol kalau saya berhenti buat pompa ban pasti telat sampai sekolah. Jadi akhirnya saya pun terus jalan sampai akhirnya sampai di sekolah....... selama diperjalanan, saya benar-benar hati-hati. pakai `benar-benar` loh. tapi tetep aja ngebut sih HAHAHA dan pas pulang sekolah, tadinya rencana mau pompa ban dianterin Fitri, tapi ternyata, ban saya itu bukan sekedar kempes, tapi pecah. Alhasil dengan berbaik hati Arka sama Aldy bantuin bawa motor saya ke bengkel :') makasih banget ya kalian semua <3 dan kerennya lagi adalah, pas saya jemput motor say...